June 04, 2010

The Never-Ending Miscarriage

Beta #8: 96. So it's still going down, but slowly. Beta #9 will be next Friday - I think I'm going to set a new record for the most betas ever during one cycle.

In the meantime, I'm trying to figure out what the heck our next step will be.

For once, I'm a woman without a plan. For someone who usually has a backup plan for the backup plan, this is a new feeling.

And it's one I'm not sure I like.

8 comments:

Megan said...

I'm so sorry.

lastchanceivf said...

I saw your post title and my heart just sank.
I'm so sorry.

Silver said...

Oh @&*@! I sincerely hope that your next beta brings better news. I know what you mean about having a plan - one always feels a little more in control. There are still things to try. If you ever wanted to talk donor eggs give me a shout.

mara said...

God, this sucks. I hope you get down to zero soon. And I know what you mean about having a backup plan. It's hard to feel like the next steps are uncertain/out of your control.

Nic said...

Down is good. Although down faster would be much better. Suckage.

Does R have any thoughts on next steps? Even if you don't have a plan, maybe he has one you could get on board with?

xox

kayjay said...

I had hoped that this had resolved itself for you at this point but I see that it has not...I'm so sorry. I hope that the beta levels drop faster.

Sue said...

I saw your post title and was shocked. Seriously? This is just awful. I am so sorry. I hate not knowing what is causing problems and not knowing what you should do next. I'd be in full-out panic mode since I like to have things planned ahead too. I know there is a path for you...its just figuring it out. Have you talked to your RE? This is just the strangest thing.

Baby bump bound said...

I am so sorry this is happening. It's painful to think about this - I can only imagine what you are going through right now.