I Took Your Advice

I called this morning and scheduled the early ultrasound. 4:30 p.m. tomorrow (Friday). I was so relieved when she named a time that was at the end of the day.

I was stressed about it all day, but I'm starting to relax a little. Of course, there's a very high probability that will change again by mid-day tomorrow. :-) I will post at some point tomorrow night, but we're 3 hours behind the East Coast, so don't worry if you don't see something from me before bedtime...

There hasn't been any bright red in a little more than 2 days, and no spotting of any sort for more than 24 hours. This afternoon, I started to feel some stretching feelings, so hopefully that is a good sign. That's part of what's making me feel a little more hopeful. Still terrified, but a little more hopeful.

I'm trying to approach this by saying we're going to go celebrate afterward. Either we'll be celebrating that it went well, or we'll be celebrating that we're starting the adoption search, or (if things are still inconclusive) we'll simply celebrate that R was actually able to get me out of the car, into the office, and onto that table for the appointment.

There's a Whi.te Cho.colate Grill down the street from the peri's office. Gotta love a place that starts by listing dessert at the top of the menu.

Do you think they'd look at me askance if I order one of each?